everything is wrong.

i don't know who to blame. maybe myself,
but i don't really know what had happen.
we suddenly don't talk to each other.
do we acting like we're strangers?

if it's my fault, i don't really know how to apologize
i don't know how to start and i don't know if it had ended.
which i hope it'll not.
i had kept this for quite sometime and i can't keep it anymore.
it's hard to keep and hard to let it out.
maybe you think i don't care about your feelings
but i think i had become too selfish
hoping you'll think about my feeling, and i'm sory for that

i seriously don't want it to end
there are so many memories that i had with you
and i don't want to had it with anyone else.
it's right that just because we're not close anymore
doesn't mean i don't care about you
and i don't really know if that's for me,
i'm afraid to lose you, i really do.

if you see i'm smiling doesn't mean i'm okay.