faith?

i'm confuse and i don't know what i should do. i taught that it'll be fine but at the end it's like a habit that i can't shake. i don't really know if i should regret or feel grateful. so literally i'm confuse. erm, like completely confuse. i wonder if i make a right decision or i'll hurt myself at the end. if i continue i'm afraid that i'll lose someone but i can't imagine myself leaving. guess anything you do just make me feel special in a way.

am i just too afraid of my past? am i afraid of losing the others? or am i just afraid that i'll just hurt you.

maybe i can give myself a chance. just hope the best from Him, may He help me choose the right decision.

You will never meet the perfect one, but you may find the perfect love from an unprefect someone