confused and dazed

confused: unable to think with clarity or act with understanding and intelligence

dazed: unable to think or react properly

this one week i'd been debating with myself - thats why having too much lone time could possibly kill me. anyway i had been denying this but i guess in reality im confused. absolutely confused and i dont really know what i should do to make everything clear. well actually i dont really want it to be clear or more like not wanting to face the truth. so maybe thats why im acting kinda weird lately. does that even make sense? actually i dont really know how to act normal to cover things up. not went you always notice if something is up ==" anyway for now denying is the most efficient method for me, well i think so and i hope so.